~time to wake up!~

~time to wake up, to be  the servant only to Allah~
~picture by farcry77 of deviantart~

focus on things that you can control

your attitude

your behaviour

your time management

yourself

and

let go of the things that you can't control

others thought about you

exam result

surroundings

after realize this 2

it is like open up my eyes

for myself to see through

everything that occur to me now

it is like something that really wakes me up

I'm Allah servant, 

The Creator of the universe

but am I really His servant?

or I'm being a slave to myself?

unable to control myself, preventing myself from commit sins

unable to control myself to have a good time management

unable to control my nafs

unable to be a great person

because...

I have been a slave to myself

If I'm His servant,

there will be nothing that prevent me to do good things 

This is wrong.

I am the leader of myself

I am the khalifah for the ummah

I am His servant

I don't want to be stuck and trap in my own self.

It's like I'm stuck in jail, with no way out

It's like I'm stuck with the surroundings, people thought and imagination

I want to have a good life and here after,

I don't want to be the slave to myself anymore

I just want to be HIS servant

only to Allah and no one else

I have to do something

I have to wake up and improve myself

no more.no more.no more

from now onward

will try to focus more on the things that I can control

the rest I leave it to Allah S.W.T.

work hard and move on

no more worries

may Allah bless

insyaAllah

amin~